All kinds of ouch

My face is less swollen and the stitches have been falling out which is massively uncomfortable. I’ve had a raging headache the last two days which I think is from the lack of painkillers (I was on a lot pretty consistently and decided to stop taking them a few days ago.) That in addition to staring at screens for the past few days… Ugh, my brain is hurting so much. I’ve also been trying to fix my roommates computer. For some reason her laptop won’t connect to the internet - well, it’s connected but it states there’s “no internet access” and a caution thingy comes up every 5 minutes. It’s so… fucking… frustrating. I’m pretty sure it has to do with the dns server but I’ve tried just about everything I can think of and nothing is working. Uggghhghghghgh. Ugh. She’ll call rogers later and see if they can think of anything that I’ve missed.

My head is hurting too much to continue to do this and I’ve spent the last 3 hours trying to sort it out. I wanted to go read outside but now my head hurts too much and I just want to curl up in my bed and watch Thor or something. 

complain complain complain. I hate everything. 

I’d like my face to stop hurting. I’d like to be able to chew. I’d like for my brain to stop feeling like it’s about to explode. I would like to go find myself a job and have something to do instead of the nothing I’ve been doing for 6 days. I’m not very good at doing nothing.

conflicting feelings

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I’m getting my wisdom teeth removed tomorrow. The last two, so I never have to experience this again. I will not be put under… It’s absolutely horrific. There is something terrifying about having a part of your body cut open, bleeding, when you can’t feel it. I was shaking the entire time last year and I’m really nervous this time around. I got SO swollen for SO long and my face looked fucking stupid. I’m hoping I can speed up the healing process this time around by not talking, eating only liquids, things like that. 

/worriedworriedworried

So, I need to go grocery shopping today and purchase things that I can eat… Which is very little. ;\ I WANT TO EAT ALL THE BREAD AND SOLID FOODS. I also don’t want to get these removed. Please, someone else do this for me.

What are things that aren’t very difficult to eat when your mouth is swollen/in pain/bleeding?